last week i took nathanie to the park. at the park we ran into a lovely young mom (note the young) and her approx 4 yr old daughter. her daughter was playing a bit on the rough side with nate.
this is what happened.
ym (young mom)- "don't play so hard, be nice" she says to her daughter
me-"that's ok, he's fine"
ym-"no, she has to learn to play nice and gentle, she is going to be a big sister in jan, so she has to learn"
me-"congratulations!" (i can't really see her belly, she is sitting and is a bit on the big side)
ym-"yeah, i am having twins"
me-"wow, that's ummm...yeah wow"
ym-"thanks" as she reaches into her pocket, pulls out a slim lady, lights and puffs smoke to the sky
me- shocked. thinking she's kidding about being preggers with twins.
ym-then gets up and i can tell, yep she is pregnant and smoking.
i am still asking god, why? why? why? i have issues with this. so many. why? why can people simply get pregnant, young, then smoke? when i know of so many ppl who are desperate to have a child?? i ask why, not to blame god or put the bad stuff on him. i ask why to understand.
i still don't know.
2 comments:
WHY WHY WHY....WHY didn't I know your blog was up again!!! The last time I read your blog you were pregnant - or maybe not even!! Girl...ok, we haven't been that great at communicating, so maybe it's my fault. I will get on it!!
oops. i guess i just forgot to tell ppl about it. i closed the old blog after i had nate. then i started this one a few months ago, to help the grandparents 'stay in the loop'
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