i have been told that the dreams will stop

they haven't yet

they are haunting like

it's dark out, very hazy, like ireland after the rain



i am running. i see my silhouette
i am dressed in black
i have boots on
my hair is wild

i run
i hear my boots pounding on the ground
my heart is beating
i feel panic



i run
i can't find him
his bed is empty
he's not in his car seat
he's gone



where is he?
panic, fear, alarm is racing though my body
i feel tired but i must go on
he's not safe
he's alone
out there


i run
who will hold him
who will care for him?

where did he go?


why, why did he have to go?


i feel empty. my family is missing another little boy


when will these dreams stop?


"i can guarantee this truth: you will cry because you are sad...you will feel pain but your pain will be turned into happiness" john 16:20

Posted by mel at 1:48 PM