my weight a week later

laundry day was yesterday. which means slim pickings for clothing in my house
i went through a pile of shorts before i found a pair i could not just pull up but button up!

a pair
as in single
as in a huge pile of no good cloths

then it was time to find a top
repeat above
too tight
to short
way too tight
nope
nada

wait i found one!
yeah!

we went out, the weather got cold
i came back home to put on something warmer
i repeated the above again until i found a wonderful, warm, cosy pair of sweat pants and a sweat top

i turned around and saw the 2 piles of clothing
well actually, i would call them mini mtns of which i will never climb again

so
what does a girl do?

why she goes to frenchies and purchases 2 more pair of shorts
in 2 sizes larger than her last pair

why 2?

so i will fit into them next yr

and then, just for fun, i stepped on the scale today (it's gathered some dust) and i was stunned to see the number. it's higher than before!?! seriously, is it possible to put on 3 more pounds in a week?

it is

cause i did it!

as i sit here sipping my java and being honest to be. how does it really effect me? this weight gain?

to be honest. i have not felt this comfortable in my skin in a long time. maybe it's age. maybe it's simply not caring what anyone thinks. maybe it's that peace j promises us?

all i can say is spending time with n in the am with snuggles, giggles and sillies is the best way to start the day

how i look and how much i weight does not control me anymore

when the one dude that i care about stops grabbing my belly, thighs and boobs...which for the record he loves my body before but he really likes it now. ha! then i may do something about it

but i doubt it

not caring is freeing!

and with the mtn of no more clothing in my room makes the perfect reason to buy NEW cloths! any one wanna frenchy dive with me???

*i am having issues with blogger and i am unable to comment on anyone else's blogs. which is hurting me cause i want to comment so bad! this is the reason why i haven't! but i am still following everyone! c! can you solve this mystery for me?

Posted by mel at 9:15 AM