girlies

 awe. my heart. i found them like this
with nate being away, im able to see how close these two are

 the other morning i was ordering a school desk for ellie on line (walmart 48.00!)  and i could hear the girls playing...i stopped and listened in and figured out they were playing "jesus on the cross"  ellie would climb up and die on the cross, even closing her eyes and turning her head to the right. then joey would come and check on her, then cry.  ellie would go bury herself and joey would visit her and cry...

it was cute and funny to watch

 "dont die jesus!"

 crying

 more sadness

 hilarious to watch. but they played long enough for me to order the desk. ha.  it should be here the end of aug. i found the desk in the walmart flyer and showed it to chris, it would cost chris more than 50 to make the desk for ellie so we went with new...then i can start to clean up and set up school...i have a lot of photocopying to do!  mercy me!

 joey laughing at ellie

joey is our bubble head. oh my word. she is in her own little world of crazy.  she is clueless, forgetful, silly and everything is fun!  i cant wait to teach this one...im sure i will learn a few lessons....but for now we just watch her and enjoy

i often wonder how it would feel to love like joey, to be so happy  and stress/anxiety free.  i often look at her spinning and laughing and ask god to let me be like that again....so carefree and full of life.  i want to experience the total trust she has in me and chris with god.  one day!

Posted by mel at 3:15 PM