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sunday pm

chris and myself, the fab-o-los self shot
daddy with his tea; i must say the new diet (cancer related) is looking sharp on you

quinn and moi after church
uncle johnny and quinn
then the boys went for their must needed naps. we headed to the patio for bbq and chatter. jon with his new puppy, snoopy
jon and snoops
self shot
sister self shot
jon went and got nate from his nap. he also kindly dressed him. great job jon!
instead of doing the normal "sunday after church over priced brunch is a loud, rushed restaurant" we chilled on the patio, bbq'd burgers, chicken and had a great time catching up, gabbing and enjoying ourselves in the calm environment (when the boys were napping) i say it's a definite must to redo next year. no more restaurants!
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sharing a giggle

nate sharing a story with gus
jess finding it quite charming (i love how you are holding nate's juice)
i love you aunty jess
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that bunny!

that old easter bunny left quite the mess all over my house!
and the front and back lawn!
i showed the boys the mess that awful bunny made
then gave them buckets to "go clean that mess up!"
nate discovered that the plastic eggs had candy in them, so he stopped and opened everyone
the spectators watching the boys clean up the mess
getting into this whole mess cleaning up thing
quinn had quite the loot by the time we got to the front of the house due to nate's stopping to open each egg. ha
off they go, bestest buds
quinn with his almost full bucket
nate finding more eggs around the trees
quinn's loot
nate's empty basket; while showing me his ability to eat, gather and collect candy with one hand
in the house we go to finish cleaning up that big mess
then it was time to open the big present
a puzzle book was his big prize! wheee
not just any puzzle book but the jungle book
playing with daddy
me and my quinny
dr. quinn is here, he makes house calls
ohh nanna and poppy you are so silly
yes, i told nate all about the easter bunny. after church. i told him it was a story. just a story. don't get all religious on me.
i also decided that we will only do our easter stuff after church in the afternoon on easter sunday. the kid(s) will only get 1 present, under 5 bucks until 5ish. then a max of 10 bucks after that. the candy will be limited as well.
easter is about jesus and what he did for us. not candy
the easter egg hunt was a hoot. this morning nate told me that that old bunny made a messy, mess, mess in my house and that he cleaned it all up. then he said "clean up another mess of candy today. please. please" haha
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for those who want to know

but are too kind to ask
the pain has not left

the time is coming close to my delivery
most likely ben would have been born after the holiday
i would be 36 wks tomorrow
the dr's wanted me to get to 37 and deliver my babe

my friends are now starting to deliver and bring their babies home
my crib is empty
no baby in my arms
maybe next year?
maybe not

i will stand and see the goodness of god, in the land of the living

i have not written much about my son as of the late; sometimes it's just too painful and some things are better left unsaid

keeping my heart, mind, soul and eyes on what's ahead, not looking back, to the left or right. my eyes are looking forward. chris is at my right side, holding my hand, nathaniel is on my left. we will walk forward 1 comments

not so mini-rant


so one day jesus went straight to the temple and threw out everyone who had set up shop, buying and selling. He kicked over the tables of loan sharks and the stalls of dove merchants. He quoted this text:

My house was designated a house of prayer;
You have made it a hangout for thieves.
Now there was room for the blind and crippled to get in. They came to Jesus and he healed them.
When the religious leaders saw the outrageous things he was doing, and heard all the children running and shouting through the Temple, "Hosanna to David's Son!" they were up in arms and took him to task. "Do you hear what these children are saying?"
Jesus said, "Yes, I hear them. And haven't you read in God's Word, 'From the mouths of children and babies I'll furnish a place of praise'?" matt 21


i have read that like a gazillion, thousand times in my life. a few weeks ago, i read it and it literally jumped off the paged and slapped me. i never "saw" this before

orange- the kids were running, playing and well being kids at church. they SAW jesus, then greeted him....KNOWING who he was (those silly adults didn't even know who he was!) but the kids KNEW him. know='s deep intimate knowledge.

those adults and preachers were like what are those kids calling him? (and you know what he meant by saying "those")

then jesus says...yes, i hear them. don't you know that they KNOW who i am....

me got this.

those kids were brought up in an environment where they were taught who jesus was. from birth
they knew him.

so they are playing, chilling with their friends. in walks jesus, the kids being kids casually toss out " hey you, jesus, son of god, we know (but the adults don't) who you are."

their hearts knew
they greeted him
they were open to receive him, even as they played

which lead me to one of my fav's verses

Nursing infants gurgle choruses about you;
toddlers shout the songs
That drown out enemy talk,
and silence atheist babble psalms 8:2

children who are taught from birth (going to church is not teaching)
grow up knowing (intimate knowledge) who jesus is (lifestyle)
prepare themselves to do what god has created for them
have the power to shut up the enemy with their teeny, tiny, mighty mouths

never, ever, ever under estimate the power of a godly child
it is time to stop babysitting at church

rant is over

*i am no where near a bible scholar. ha. i am just a mom who wants more for her child(ren)
** nate was 2 months old in that pic...sniff....sniff 0 comments

steven and chris

as of the late, my tele-ala-dreadmill has changed from the reg programs (repeats, march madness and such foolishness) i discovered a canadian *gasp* show that i adore! normally, i would never watch canadian t.v much less 2 dude designers...normally that would be boring and would cause the time to pass by evah so much slowerrrr as it does when sweat is involved. anyho. here is the linkyloo to my new fav tv show! steven and chris!

enjoy!

http://www.stevenandchris.com 2 comments

fish feeding and spring cleaning

nate decided to feed the fish yesterday. yep. the whole container. poor little fish
rain ='s cleaning time in my world.....and hosting the entire family this wkend....it just kicked my butt into gear. nate helped me clean all morning. i gave him a spray bottle of water and a cloth. and he helped me. haha. actually he did keep himself quite entertained and busy for almost 3 hrs!
then nate asked to "work out" and get this...."do crunches" bawahh. he watched me too much i think. i did put him on the dreadmill, he did 5 mins on level 1. then got bored and requested another snack
after i cleaned the sheets, made the bed, nate jumps on and messes it all up :). i showed him the camera and he said "cheese mommy cheese" i snapped his pic. then he said "cheese mommy and cookies!" yep. cheese and cookies. when he sees me reaching for my bowls he runs into the kitchen and says "help mommy make cookies!" which really means "give me food to eat while i bang some bowls, cups and spoons making quite a mess for you to clean up and reward my hard work with fresh, hot cookies. please"
chris's office aka the hole. is done. chris is sorta moved in. when you enter the room, his book shelf is at the left, then his desk (yep, 2 monitors, bec he NEEDS them to work *roll eyes*)
to the right is the large bookshelf that he made. i don't know, i don't think it's quite high enough....bawahhh. it needs to be finished, painted
the door to the storage room is in between the book shelf and bed. yes, bec chris NEEDS to have a bed in his hole, so he can rest while he's working hard....ok, i fess up. i love the bed. i want chris to build me a shelf on the right to hole my cup. i come down and read while he's working away. it's cosy, warm and i like hanging with chris. there is also a built in light above the bed. perfect for reading!

the basement is now cleaned! i finally did it. it needs to be decored now, but that will come as i find cool pieces to put down there
i once heard " you home is never finished, it's a constant work in process" true, true. that's the fun stuff. finding stuff and shopping. ha
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