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simply delish

i adore baking. the 2 problems i seem to have are:
1- not having enough ppl to eat it before it goes bad
2-chris does not like much of what i bake (stubborn swiss, refuses to like canadian baking)

i found the following recipe but tweeted it to my specific qualifications (low fat, cal, sodium and healthy)

result? the best muffin evah! so moist it fell apart, so tasty and sweet. simply amazing



mel's super delightful bran muffin


Ingredients:

1/2 cup raisins
1 egg
3/4 cup milk
1 1/2 cups bran cereal (such as kellogg's all-bran)
1 cup whole wheat flour
1 teaspoon baking soda
1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1 tablespoons melted butter
1 apple, cored and shredded (i used golden delish)
1 ripe banana, mashed
1/2 cup honey

Directions:

Preheat an oven to 400 degrees F (200 degrees C). Grease 12 muffin cups, or line with paper cupcake liners.

Cover raisins with water in a microwave-safe bowl, and microwave on High for 1 minute to plump. Drain the raisins, and set aside. (You can skip this if you want, or if your raisins are tender to begin with.)

Beat the egg with milk in a bowl, and mix in the bran cereal. Let the mixture stand until the cereal absorbs the liquid, about 5 minutes. Gently mix in the plumped raisins, flour, baking soda, cinnamon, melted butter, shredded apple, mashed banana, and honey, and stir a few times to mix.

Spoon the batter into the prepared muffin cups, and bake in the preheated oven for about 20 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into the center of a muffin comes out clean.

amazing. they have no sugar, no salt and little butter
try them, you will love them!

*as with most everything i bake, i threw in some flax seed 1 comments

misty visit

i some how forgot to post out misty visit from last week. nate was totally taken with this lady
so much so, that nathaniel actually got in her car (minus car seat, bad mom, bad mom) and went for a ride around the neighbourhood. he loved it. nate actually, left the house, waved good bye and took off. sniff, sniff

he had a blast. and didn't miss me at all. is this what it's like to have them grow up and leave you?
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whee dirt!

perfect timing. yesterday. 1:30 pm. nap time. BANG! BANG! BANG! goes the back of the dump truck lid, as is slammed shut and waking my "no nap today nate" up...chris was able to talk the developers of the houses that are being build down the road to "deposit the dirt that they don't need" in our back yard. for free. snap, snap to chris! you saved us over a grand baby! (which i will spend next week for sure) haha

nate was totally taken with the whole process. he pulled up a chair and gave me a running commentary of everything they did

"look mommy, dirt!"
"dirt in big truck"
"bang! mommy bang!"
"that truck brings more dirt"

good times, good times
then super cool and super fun daddy came home and took nate to where the action was going on

wheee free dirt!
we even got 3 loads delivered to the front!
we had to redo the front lawn anyways. once the sidewalk was put in last year, it caused a good 2 feet difference from the sidewalk to the grass. we had budgeted for approxy 3 loads to the front plus the back. chris was able to save us some good $! thanks chris!
i have no clue what to do with the back yard. i know i want sections e.g
play area with a sand box
sitting area with (dreaming) a swing
a fire pit
something for ben, flowers, a tree, something
a veggie garden
and lots of flowers and trees!
for the front i would love to have flower beds, a mini flower garden in the front, a crying tree (i think they are called willow trees) and my biggest, dreamiest, would love to have, please make it happen chris!.....swiss flower boxes in front of all the windows with REAL flowers...that i can change every year...bec i change every year...haha
enough dreaming. back to reality. laundry and what not!
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my weakness

i have a problem

ice cream

why is it so creamy, so yummy, so soft and silky as it slips down my throat, leaving a trail of splendid flavors for me to savor?

seriously, i need help. i think my ice cream addiction has gone on long enough...

mmmm maybe i will get help after i finish this bowl first...can not waste.... 0 comments

ps 37:23-24

the steps of the godly are directed

he delights in every detail of their lives
though they stumble, they will not fall

the lord holds them by their hands
nathaniel walked beside me through the parking lot this morning on our way into church
as we walked into the building, head straight ahead, no words were used, he reached up and took my hand
he knew my hand would be there, he took it and held it until he felt safe and secure
he left go, assured that all things were ok, and ran off to find his friend(s)...(noah)

how amazingly, wonderful and fun that god does that with me too! and he delights in my life! all the silly, fun, ongoings that i care about and no one else does. he delights in them! how wonderful-cool is that!!!

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green and white tears



Green and White Tears

As the rain tears down over the calm morning skies


All seemed fine high up the heavens


Wrought Iron gates open on this unusually sunny day


As a whirlwind of innocence was welcomed un-expectantly


Before there where questions without answers


As now there are Dreams and Pain in plentiful prayers


And tears so deep that they leave you breathless


And yet those questions are still unanswered


Because long before those Green and White tears


Questions did not have answers


And those answers did not have Faith


For it is Faith that made the weak strong


Strong even as you have no strength in your legs


As you collapse on floor in Green and White tears


A tree with no roots can be lifted


But as Ben is still around us all our roots are growing strong


Life outside our senses exists as Ben grows into a Man


Waiting ever so patiently to say “Mom, Dad! I love you”


“Mom, Dad, keep the faith” “Mom, Dad, I still need you”


Need you to be strong in faith, need you to be strong in love


Need you to be strong in life for one day we shall meet.


Mom, Dad, I can still see you, even when you can’t see me


Mom, Dad, rejoice for now, because if you ever knew…


Ever knew what I see now, ever knew and wondered how


Ever knew for what is to come as Faith ties our roots together


Patience is a painful thing to learn when seconds feels like days


Time moves at standstill when your lives suddenly come to a halt


Life exists outside your house when at times it’s all you see


The mourning walls will become clearer through time


As the memories fade to dreams made possible through faith


Faith is the cornerstone of blessing and the longer you wait


The bigger the impact of your reunion will be


So as this leave fell off that tree it dripped a Green and White tear


And one day that leaf will hit the ground but it will be gently caught


In a Green and White Tear.

Love you all,
Jon Carroll
April 9, 2010
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37 weeks

in my room. on my fire place. sits a bunny bag
ben was not forgotten this easter. my parents brought a gift for him. my dad wrote his name on the bag. there is something special when you see your father's hand writing. such a simple way to reach out to your daughter. it brought me to tears

my ring arrived. i ordered a ring in memory of ben. my birthstone is peridot, it's in the shape of a tear, the tear points down. chris's birthstone is diamond. he is in the middle. ben's birthstone is citron, which points towards my heart
it does bring me comfort to look down and see it. it does not stop the pain. i wish it would.
the time is here. although my due date was april 27, chris's birthday is the 28. the goal was to get me to 36 weeks and have a planned section during week 37. most likely ben would have been born this week
this morning i read this success often rises out of ashes how quaint. how true
i read one of my fav verses this morning

Because of their faith they took over kingdoms. They ruled fairly. They received the blessings God had promised. They shut the mouths of lions. They put out great fires. They escaped being killed by the sword. Their weakness was turned to strength. They became powerful in battle. They beat back armies from other countries heb 11:33-34
going through all this will make me stronger
i have to walk through the next few weeks. i have to keep going. as much as i want to crawl into my bed, toss the covers over my head, go numb and choose not to feel. i can't. life goes on
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